Am i meant to be alone.am i a loser?

Question

Am i meant to be alone.am i a loser?
im , i am majoring in philosophy and ab english, i only have friends one abroad and one here, i dont go out and drink beer, i dont smoke, i read books most of the time i have read books in a year, i seem to have a lot of people to talk to in school and they ask for advice from me but during lunch time i always just eat alone, many guys text me and tell me how intelligent and briliant i am, but all of my friends have boyfriend s while i do not have one for i seem to attract always guys who are not my type or who cannot converse with me, cause they cannot talk to me about a lot of things and i do get bored easily, at school i make people laugh, but i have no one to talk to at the end of the day to tell all my problems, i have been suicidal at times, what is the use of this beauty, intelligence all of this when i dont have real friends, to be with me when i go out to go to the mall, i dont know what am i doing wrong that i became this loner.am i meant to be alone

Answer

was nothingness a loser ?.